Cant wait to go Art performance in national library tomorrow!

Nothing special happen today, cos our group is STILL colouring the sun.
Everyone in my group is finally getting along really well, better than yesterday of cos :)
Begining to know each and everyone really well especially Delwyn, Shaa hui and Darinna :D

I don't know why really... but why is Delwyn trying to get close to me? He already has a girlfriend [which broke off] and had another girl that likes him.

He tried to ask me and had lunch today but I said "Go ask someone else uhh. I lazy. Aiyer you go takeover the food then give me". =w =;; Sounds mean eh ?

He even called me "moe". .......
Wiki: Moe (slang), Japanese slang term originally referring to attraction to characters in video games or anime and manga (also spelled "moé")

...The meaning in wikipedia is so different from what I've imagined ... dotzz. srsly.

And then Joe started askin "Eh, Aishah. Does anyone like ask for your number or something?"
and I was like "No." and he "Huh serious. Don't lie la".

Stupid, why would I lie over stupid things... LOLs.
But even if someone asked for it, of cos I wouldnt give cos obviously I don't know them. and plus, even if i have a bf... I'm not even confident about makin that person happy. I feel insecure cos I know myself that I can be a boring person cos I'm always quiet. I have no experience in this shits. Since I came from a girls school and all. Plus, I'm still not confident of speaking out for myself. Even though our form teacher Mr Sim had trained me lmao.

Guess no one will like me since I'm ugly, boring, blur.
OH how I wish I'm pretty like those models *_*

and I arr hate pimples all over my face. Its so ugly seriously, urgh. Must drink more mineral water now >_>>

I wanna go art performance tomorow but I got no dress. wad shitt sia D: